5 weeks!

So I am officially pregnant again! Today I'm 5 weeks, at least according to my calculations. I am definitely fertile myrtle. I don't have a problem getting pregnant, it's STAYING pregnant that's my problem. On Sunday, since AF hadn't shown up, and I had an extra PT kicking around, I decided to just POAS. and it came back positive! A little faint, but definitely there. I showed it to Jake, who just can't get excited yet. We got so excited with the last pregnancy and told our families quickly (it was Christmas Day after all), only to have to untell everyone two weeks later. We've agreed to not tell anyone for a while so we don't have to live through that again. Jake did not want we to go for the HCG levels because he didn't want to have to be freaking out for the two days in between, but I just had to. I went yesterday morning so I could get same day results, and my level was 49. Not great considering how far along I think I am, but I think I "O" later than normal, so it might still be OK. I'm not having any bleeding, and by this time in both of the last pregnancies, i was experencing bleeding and problems. I am just going to keep telling myself that today I am pregnant and stay postive. Tomorrow I will have another blood test and see if my levels have doubled. Until then, I'll keep telling myself everything is fine.